Facebook Withdrawl

the first few days were the hardest. not checking it a zillion times a day. i actually didn't even realize how many times a day i checked it:
at stoplights (iphone)
waiting in line at the grocery store (oh right i need to go shopping... hmmm)
inbetween loads of laundry
inbetween sentences i was typing for class.

SERIOUSLY WOMAN GET A GRIP!

OCD MUCH?!?!?

howver the last day or so the compulsion to check it has diminished a lot but the thought of going back on my "40 day support for friends who do Lent" thing i know i'll just revert. i need to last at least 2 weeks before i 'pop my head in' and say hi. they say it takes 2 weeks to break or make a habbit. i told myself that if i can stay away till this term ends on march 12th i can send a text into facebook saying hi and letting my friends know i passed with a's or whatever (ya right for flash class i'll be lucky to pass at all there ugh) but that's it. no looking at the updates no answering people no nothing, just an update and that's it.

we'll see... that still kind of feels like failure somehow....

i've upped my time on twitter a tad, but not that much. it's still a stupid idea that i try to get into but blah...


i've reduced a bit of time on redbubble but that is proving hard to stay away from because i didn't put a black and white rule on it like i did facebook. i'm no good with grey areas. i need concrete set in stone 'this is it' rules or i break them. i was made for military life lol! oh well...

i'm getting homework done earlier! go me!

i'm down a total of aobut 15lbs since Dec 1st. i've fluctuated this week, but that's due to PMS and my ravenous viliolent cravings i get. my testy tummy is helping me stay in check tho... a bit.... my will power to say no to things i know will hurt my tummy is down.... all i want is bread, chocolate, lattes and a huge place of fried chicken... and i'm a vegetarian lol! PMS.. gotta love her! don't worry chickens, i will not cave to this craving... starbucks however... they'll love alll the extra money i'll throw at them this week. your welcome.