I had typed this in an email to a friend and decided to copy and paste it so I didn't have to retype it.......
Ugh! I'm super sad and mad and upset right now cause my horrible kids got into my jewelry box... the one with stuff I've kept since I was like.. oh 9 or so... I had a tiny mylar balloon STILL INFLATED since my 11th birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that damn balloon was 21 years old and still filled with effing air!!! GONE! NO WHERE TO BE FOUND! I doubt I even have a pic of it honestly... I know it's just a balloon, but it meant something to me you know... AND if that wasn't bad enough they took and moved.... to who knows where... a 50 cent piece my grandpa sent me that I wore in my slipper in my wedding because he couldn't make the trip up. My DEAD grandpa! I've been a teary snotty mess for a while now... My kids have never seen me so mad and upset in their life. Even oly who laughs right before and a few min after a spankin was in tears cause he didn't want me mad at him. I feel bad now but at the time I just said: mommy isn't speaking to either of you. DO NOT say another word to me tonight! and I didn't, both kids fell asleep with their mommy in tears and not speaking to them. Part of me is like: it's just stuff and my kids are my kids but they KNOW to NEVER touch that jewelry box or to even go in my room! where the hell was I when this happened? I probably thought they were in their room right next door to mine and didn't think anything of it.
ugh!!!!!!!
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